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Sell the children for food.

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Friday, January 28, 2011

Weightless?

I didn't have the mood to blog for the past abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz dayzzzz.

I really hate being in E1 sometime and this isn't the first time I'm complaining/ blogging about this. Not to be arrogant or anything but people expect so much more from us, like as if we're geniuses. Irritating!!! Did I ever mention how stress it is to be in my class, it's bloody quiet (honestly, there's no difference in noise level whether we're having a test or not) and if you miss one lesson, you'll lose out. I'm ultra competitive, passing isn't enough for me at all. OMG, I'm gonna die. Everyone in my class is stressed out for O's. Told you we're nerds. Everytime I let myself do something stupid/ useless, a question will pop up in my head: Nicholas, Meiyun, Alex, Pek etc, they are studying and what the hell am I doing? If this continues, I will lose. I will then stop whatever stupid nonsense I'm doing and do something useful, like real. Stressed to the maxxxxxxxx. Someone please enlighten me :( I wonder how Xiangyue, Kayan, Minpei they all got through this stuff. Yknw what, after these rantings, I am going to go back to the exact same lifestyle that I've led so far. Oh well.

School's .... strict, for the better I guess. I don't know, I don't really want to care about those stuff, it doesn't affect me anyway. Besides, I'm not supposed to say anything. I feel emoish tonight. Probably because I am so tired. There's a lot going on lately, so many that I couldn't remember some anymore. I think I should keep a diary, for real. And I will dig this diary up in 20 years time and laugh at myself. Oh, I didn't drop HMT afterall. I think 2 points is worth a lot. A lot. Whenever I talk about things related to studies, I can't help but to link it with O's. Am I the coolest or what? Meh, I should stop.

Luckily, I have awesome people around me to make me laugh till I cry almost everyday. :> I'm thankful for that! The usuals plus some crazy people every now and then. Just like today, Diyana, Adilla & Aqilah opened a Malay class today. Yuhui and I were D's students while Wenyi was AA's student. D, Yuhui and I totally trashed the other team. HAHAHA. We laughed like no body's business at Dunman's bus stop. It was so damn awesome please. Yahui, Jueru, Sophie and all are stupid crazy people too! OH OH OH! There was this ultra cute little tiny baby on the bus! I made it smile :) Me and me only, babies love me! What to do? :D
Caught up with Agi, Charan, Nichole & Zakiah today during the game. I miss training with seniors so much! They were hilarious, I swear! Agi is the baby fat queen, Zakiah can't stop talking, Nichole was so into the game and Charan had a pair of ultra smooth hands! Can't wait to watch Greenview play! :D

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Sell the children for food. (Y)(Y)(Y)
Profile Chua Kim Siew. I love hugs and people who smells nice. Hi. <a href="http://www.formspring.me/MashedBerry">http://www.formspring.me/MashedBerry</a> Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, January 28, 2011 Weightless? I didn't have the mood to blog for the past abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz dayzzzz. I really hate being in E1 sometime and this isn't the first time I'm complaining/ blogging about this. Not to be arrogant or anything but people expect so much more from us, like as if we're geniuses. Irritating!!! Did I ever mention how stress it is to be in my class, it's bloody quiet (honestly, there's no difference in noise level whether we're having a test or not) and if you miss one lesson, you'll lose out. I'm ultra competitive, passing isn't enough for me at all. OMG, I'm gonna die. Everyone in my class is stressed out for O's. Told you we're nerds. Everytime I let myself do something stupid/ useless, a question will pop up in my head: Nicholas, Meiyun, Alex, Pek etc, they are studying and what the hell am I doing? If this continues, I will lose. I will then stop whatever stupid nonsense I'm doing and do something useful, like real. Stressed to the maxxxxxxxx. Someone please enlighten me :( I wonder how Xiangyue, Kayan, Minpei they all got through this stuff. Yknw what, after these rantings, I am going to go back to the exact same lifestyle that I've led so far. Oh well. School's .... strict, for the better I guess. I don't know, I don't really want to care about those stuff, it doesn't affect me anyway. Besides, I'm not supposed to say anything. I feel emoish tonight. Probably because I am so tired. There's a lot going on lately, so many that I couldn't remember some anymore. I think I should keep a diary, for real. And I will dig this diary up in 20 years time and laugh at myself. Oh, I didn't drop HMT afterall. I think 2 points is worth a lot. A lot. Whenever I talk about things related to studies, I can't help but to link it with O's. Am I the coolest or what? Meh, I should stop. Luckily, I have awesome people around me to make me laugh till I cry almost everyday. :> I'm thankful for that! The usuals plus some crazy people every now and then. Just like today, Diyana, Adilla & Aqilah opened a Malay class today. Yuhui and I were D's students while Wenyi was AA's student. D, Yuhui and I totally trashed the other team. HAHAHA. We laughed like no body's business at Dunman's bus stop. It was so damn awesome please. Yahui, Jueru, Sophie and all are stupid crazy people too! OH OH OH! There was this ultra cute little tiny baby on the bus! I made it smile :) Me and me only, babies love me! What to do? :D Caught up with Agi, Charan, Nichole & Zakiah today during the game. I miss training with seniors so much! They were hilarious, I swear! Agi is the baby fat queen, Zakiah can't stop talking, Nichole was so into the game and Charan had a pair of ultra smooth hands! Can't wait to watch Greenview play! :D
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay